Here we go

 Our oldest heads to England to study abroad for a month on Saturday. A whole month. Away. Across the pond. Living in a castle nonetheless. I am so incredibly excited for her and terrified at the same time. I know this will open so many doors for her and will hopefully help her to open herself to life and new experiences. I am trying to not over think or over worry or over anything, to just let it ride and see how things go. I am so proud of her for jumping. For her willingness to do this and see what's out there. It's just so hard to have to share her. I've been very spoiled having her around and honestly she has become one of my best friends, as much as a child can be. She is still my child, grown up or not. I can't wait to see where life takes her, I hope I get to go along for part of the ride!


Our youngest begins her college cheer career this week. They have their first round of insane practices. She is so excited and so ready for something that belongs to her. I am very excited for her as well. Trying to keep her grounded and remind her to prove herself to HERSELF without being overbearing. Tough line. She will keep me busy during the month her big sister is gone. I am grateful for that. I need busy. I need to not look at the calendar to count down when she comes home.


Our village showed up for our girl on her graduation party day and graduation day. I probably need to set that stuff aside and try to just enjoy this ride as much as I can. 







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