More than that.....

Sometimes, life has a funny way of catching up to you. Especially when you just tread water and hope it's enough to keep you a float. You have a choice, you can drown and take it all with you or you can yell out for help and hope someone has a life raft they can loan you. Right now, I'm swimming, with a direction in mind. A direction of finding the person I am, the person he is and the couple we are. I see the P's faces in my mind when I want to give up and they push me on. We'll see where this swimming takes us. It's going to be a long, hard swim but one that is worth every tear, every laugh and every stroke along the way. I pray we never go back to just treading water, our life together is much more than that.

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