April fool
Today is a day to pull pranks out and use them on friends, family and co-workers. I did a little of that myself, to make people I care about laugh or at least smile. But the foolishness of it all and the ability to fool others has left me with a heavy heart tonight. For reasons I can't explain in a blog, I feel a bit like an April fool. For so many reasons, but truly boiling down to one, I keep fooling myself into failing. And not necessarily full failure, but the brink of it. Unfinished goals and sloppy results. New month, new start? I hope.